Last few weeks have been a bit of an emotional hell-hole. Work is crazy busy - a lot of 13 hour days and head-banging moments. Ex boyfriend, Cosmin, has been a complete fucking psycho. Last week resulted in me finally sending to him my approx. 400 page email. Rant off my chest and basically just me begging him to please stay away from me. I've given everything he thinks I owe him back, so I am just praying to god, this is the end of it all. Yes, it does hurt. Of course it hurts when someone you once cared so much for, can say things to you like how they wish they had never met you and regret ever being with you. But what can you do? And I've just been scattered all over the place. I've recently started 'dating' again. I don't know if 'again' is the right word to use, since I've never actually 'dated' before. For as long as I remember, I've always been in either flings or straight into relationships. Anything dur...