Unpacking my baggage

Lately, I find myself stuck in these nostalgic moods. Overwhelming sensations that make my heart burst out of my chest a little. And right now, all I can think about is how I wish so badly I could feel like a teenage girl again. I'm getting whiffs of this fluttery feeling, as if I am excited for something to happen and anxious to impress somebody...which actually makes sense when you understand where I am in life right now. Of course I would bloody miss and pine away for these giddy feelings. #Theproblemwithbeinginalongdistancerelationship Lately, I've been spending a copious amount of time at work drinking on the balcony. The summer air and the lazy sunsets are beautiful. I've also been spending a lot of time going out here and there, shopping, pampering, indulging...but I'm fucking sick of it all. It's not the same. I just want to be able to feel those butterflies, as I'm getting ready to go out and see him. I want to feel tingly when he holds my hand an...

I am sick of reading annoying shit on the Internet. I could just delete or not read the said shit, but you know what, that takes a lot of willpower and could be interpreted as too dramatic of a reaction. I despise reading the way some people write and the way some people update their damn Facebook statuses and the way they comment on people's walls and the way some people Twitter. How can the Internet be so annoying????? Actually, people are annoying in general. This is why I prefer being alone these days.

Ultimate face spammage. The other day, I had another extremely crappy day. For weeks now, I've been doing an exhausting routine of uni, then work, then back to uni for group work OR work, uni, then group work. Tragic, I know. For consecutive days, I'd leave home at 7am and get home at about 12am. On Monday, our group was finishing off our advertising assignment and it was late at night. By that stage, I was pretty much deliriousssss. Exhibit A: Alex and I running down the uni corridors screaming, then proceeding to collapse onto the couches. Exhibit B: Hien and Alex trying to put their legs above their heads. The Mac comp lab became our temporary home. Eventually, we finished the darn thing, cried in joy, and all rushed home. I was at the station and saw that my train was coming in 2 minutes, so raaaan. Thankfully got on in time and just fell asleep. But the next thing you know, I had woken up in the middle of nowhere...There's a train guard standing in front of me, telling...

Getting harassed at work. Today, Matt (co-worker) took Nicole's (co-worker/uni friend) phone and texted me that she was "stuck" in the toilet and needed help. While giggling about it, I literally rushed out of the room to save her ass. I thought she was in need of some serial sanitary products or something. Got there - empty. Ran back - found Matt giggling his socks off. VERY FUNNY. Then they photoshopped my face into these hideous pre-made backdrops and photos. There's about 40 copies floating around and I have been warned that they'll be on everyone's desk tomorrow morning. Hate my life. On another note, really need to get around to doing homework.

Early in the morning. Yes, that is beautiful motherfucking dew/frost/fog. That's how early it was. Model: Maria This song makes me so happy. Hello, did anybody watch Ugly Betty's finale? On a different note, I had a pretty fail day. I was the first person to my lecture, but managed to fall asleep throughout the entire thing. I dropped half a sandwich I bought at uni (I've been whining about this all day - it still hurts). I had work after uni and I was tired. After work, I went back to uni to scan some film, where I managed to single-handedly break the entire system/machine ("Wow. You're the first student to ever do this to the program..."). The whole building also got evacuated because of the faulty fire alarm system. Once we were allowed back inside and just when the scanning was working for me, the alarm went off again. So I spent about 3 unproductive hours at uni. Zilch. I had to rush out, but on the way out, I also got yelled at by the securit...