Irrelevant things that have been happening over the last 3 months:
- I was growing out my fringe, then realised I kind of actually look shit without one - thanks to my fivehead. I now have a fringe again:
- I got my nose pierced, then got it infected, so had to take the piercing out to let it heal and close up. Then I had it repierced again. Don't even ask me why.
- I've been spending way too many afternoons, that last on til night, drinking. There has not been a week that has gone by where I have been sober...which brings me to my next point.
- I've been going out and partying weekly. It seems that once I lost that grounding that I had going on in my life, I've felt the need to let everything else go out of control.
And so, the final point is that a lot has changed over the last few months. I don't know where to even begin, but just that I am not really feeling like the same person anymore. Once upon a time, I believed that no matter what happened, I would still have a circle of stability around me - the same support, same people I love, same values, same heart and soul. But as of late, I have come to see that we all should stop going around making these damn assumptions. All that glitters is sure to fade, right? And when the consistencies in your life fade away, all you're really left with is yourself. It's nobody's fault. It's just a fact of life. And this is more of a mental note to myself than anything else but, you have just got to get your shit together and find a way to keep pushing forward, with or without the stability.
You need to be resilient. Find a new life.
- I was growing out my fringe, then realised I kind of actually look shit without one - thanks to my fivehead. I now have a fringe again:
- I've been spending way too many afternoons, that last on til night, drinking. There has not been a week that has gone by where I have been sober...which brings me to my next point.
- I've been going out and partying weekly. It seems that once I lost that grounding that I had going on in my life, I've felt the need to let everything else go out of control.
And so, the final point is that a lot has changed over the last few months. I don't know where to even begin, but just that I am not really feeling like the same person anymore. Once upon a time, I believed that no matter what happened, I would still have a circle of stability around me - the same support, same people I love, same values, same heart and soul. But as of late, I have come to see that we all should stop going around making these damn assumptions. All that glitters is sure to fade, right? And when the consistencies in your life fade away, all you're really left with is yourself. It's nobody's fault. It's just a fact of life. And this is more of a mental note to myself than anything else but, you have just got to get your shit together and find a way to keep pushing forward, with or without the stability.
You need to be resilient. Find a new life.
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