Looking back on when we first met

Did a shoot with Emily this morning. Funtastic! You know what? I always have an amazing time on my photoshoots. I know I'm more than a bit of a nutbag - I'm actually insanity - but the whole process is so much fun.

What it's like to be on a shoot with me:

CHAOS.

I wing it (which is a pretty accurate depiction of my outlook on life in general HAHA). I don't know what type of images I'll be shooting until I'm on location and the inspiration sort of flashes by. Sometimes it's easy. Sometimes it's more difficult; it takes more work than that. It's where my models have to try out millions of different things. BUT, I think those are the best parts. As frustrating as it can be, we laugh like maniacs when we see how shockingly absurd and stupid the poses we can come up with are. Hilarity ensues...

So on that note, I just wanted to say a thank you to everyone who has helped me out - from the bottom of my heart. My beautiful models - thank you for being patient when I'm not exactly the most organised and clued-in person out there. Thanks for braving the heat, rain, dirt, insects and cold! Thanks for being ready at all hours of the day; dusk to dawn. Thank you so so so so much! I love and appreciate you all.

The excitement never dies and I don't think anything beats that giddy feeling I feel when I'm doing this. Corny, cliched and what not, but through my highly dramatic and exaggerated emotional meltdowns and all, I've found that I've always had this to fall back onto. Sincerely, genuinely and honestly; it is when I'm behind the lenses that I've been able to appreciate life's aesthetics and be okay with where I am.